TOTALLY FML !

Hahaha , finally i got the mood to update again . But what i will always write on my blog is some shit stuff . So , if you guys wanna read go ahead or not just kindly leave ok(:

Alright lets get it started here . Ya , like what i told my friends are true . "if yus were to have .... , pigs might fly " . So , whether it really my luck or i put the curse on me as i said that sentence over and over till it really happen on me . What's the point i trying to say is that , yus stop dreaming things when you don't really work on it . Cause you can't have it if you dont try to attempt , well WTF , i did try to attempt 3 times . Maybe not enough but hahaha , shit right out of 3 none goes well . So , the part where i say stop dreaming is not only to me but everyone , if you keep thinking and dream of the things that you want , well Fuck you if you don't make any attempt . Cause what might happen is that bye bye evrything is gone . And what is gone is gone i can't change the anything . The things dosen't know that you want the thing when you don't do anything . And when other people attract the thing it will go to the other people and you will end up getting NOTHING ! haha , it happened to me and ya i'm sad but WTF , i got my own and other things to do and accomplish so change ok . This first paragraph is just one part of what i wanna say . So there will be more things to say hmm , i don't know we shall see . So back to the thing , ya , i've been wasting my time talking about it , and Bye Bye yus no chance . Sorry to waste my friends moment with me to talk to me lots of thing but end up nothing ok . And ya , yus don't ever get into this thing anymore . It hurts even before you start or after you start . I rather get start with drugs even better . So , to inda , shahir , sufian , hafiz , teddy , if you still don't get what i mean you will know when i meet you guys . For the rest just bare with it if you don't understand . If you got the chace to meet me then you know .

The next thing is , all people are the same la . You did say this but end up doing other things . I rather listen to people who talk big but never do anything than people who say this but end up doing the opposite thing of what they say . For example , this particular person say " I will stay in this club till the end of my career " but end up " I join a new club and i left my old club " . HAHA , talk cock la this people all . Hafiz , what i say is true all the same one . Different people have different thinking . But these different people have the same characteristic . So , next time people beware of what you want say , don't anyhow shoot only . It's lucky if people don't realize or shoot you back of what you say . If for some people they shoot you back confirm you shut the fuck up and got nothing to say . So this is about, you don't anyhow say before you say it . Just say the truth ok . If you know how to bluff or lie than that's good but if you don't know don't ever ok !

Next , Sufian , the phrase that you stress everytime is true la . RACUN !(poisonous) . First first very nice very nice . Next thing you know it is a poison for you . FUCK ! sial kan . fian , sume tu buat penyakit ah . Kurang ajar kan . Tu sebab kite kene blaja maen balek . Fian , kite byk bende buat kite kite kene kan balek amacam , nie bende pulak ah kite kene kan balek . MEMANG SIAL !

So what I would like to say , good job la yus , see what happen . Like shit if you get this thing . So people , think twice of what you want to do . Don't anyhow do . Think whenever you want to say something . Don't anyhow say . Dream whatever you want to dream of . Don't dream to much . And Attempt of what you want to get . If you don't attempt for it it's a waste of time . This is all i have to say now . maybe it's short or long i don't know . Hope you get what i trying to say cause i say what is in my heart and feelings . That's all homie . will update again next time .

Everything Happen For A Reason .

Well , it's been quite long since i last post . So , today got mood to post and yeah . Something that just make me wanna post . It's a phrase that Hafiz told me week ago "everything happen for a reason" which is quite true , actually is absolutely true . Things dosen't happen for no reason haha .

So for this phrase , i've been thinking a lot . Like , yeah why do people become bad ? They have their reason for that . Why god create the world ? God have a reason for that . Why do this and why do that happen . Everything come with a reason . Some people want it to be and some doesn't want it to happen at all . but why its happening is maybe for their own good . Or maybe what we do that we don't realise , happen is to make us realise not now but in the future .

As for me i don't like things that happen to me right now . Maybe it is trying to tell me something not just yet but in the future . But i don't seems to know why . Why i'm the one have to get this thing . Other people dont get the thing that i'm facing right now . Maybe some have it . Why do i always fail on that thing that i'm chasing for ? Is this thing happen for a reason ? Gah , but if it is for my own good , this "thing" is like killing me . It everytime plays in my mind . I don't think that is a good thing . It is not what i want it to be . If i know this earlier i won't be doing it haha . If miricale happens maybe , that thing will turn good for me in the future . Which i still think it won't . Cause i dont feel it coming , yeah maybe not now . but the way it looks like , it is not getting any better , it is more like getting worse . Is it my fault for that to happen ? maybe i just can't accept the fact . If i achieve for that 'thing' i could still pass . It just a matter of time and the effort that i put in to it .

maybe this post may seems a little funny for you guys but i say out what's in my mind . By this way i can read it rather than it stick in my mind and i can't structure it at all . well that's all for today . Goodnight people ! haha .

BORED !

Did nothing today . Damn BORED ! Only this video entertain me haha .

School Start Already .

Hais , tommorrow school start . Must start studying . Dropped my dnt and now need concentrate on the rest of my subjects to pass . Yeah , after my malay oral done , left with 4 subjects to concentrate on !
So today , did nothing much . Went to meet Erah and Krystel , help them on their math homework . Do here and there , then erah brought her malay homework . Need to write a review of a novel so we just pick 1 from the library and write haha . Do homework finish went meet Chris at Ave 8 . Haha , Chris cut hair damn short . Now your hair short just like mine haha . Cut hair already , then slacked for awhile play bluff haha . Then sent Erah and Krystel at bustop , and home sweet home haha .

Rest In Peace Michael Jackson(1958-2009)

Goodbye to the king of pop Michael Jackson . This news is very sad for me and everyone . Can't believe that he is gone . He's the best singer ever . It's a shocking news for everyone .

Michael Jackson has died after suffering a cardiac arrest, sending shockwaves sweeping across the world and tributes pouring in for the tortured music icon revered as the "King of Pop."

Jackson, 50, collapsed at his rented mansion in the exclusive Los Angeles neighborhood of Holmby Hills and was rushed to hospital by paramedics before being pronounced dead at 2:26 pm (2126 GMT).

One of the most influential figures in pop history whose career included the highest-selling album of all-time, "Thriller," Jackson had been preparing for a concert comeback in London next month he had dubbed "the final curtain."

News of his death triggered an outpouring of grief as shocked celebrities, foreign governments and devoted fans from Beijing to Beverly Hills paid tribute to the troubled star.

Lieutenant Fred Corral, a spokesman for the Los Angeles County Coroner's office, said an autopsy would likely be carried out on Friday and would not speculate on the exact cause of death.

Jackson's brother Jermaine, the family's official spokesman, later revealed physicians had battled for more than an hour to revive the star after his arrival at the UCLA Medical Center before he was pronounced dead.

"Our family requests that the media please respect our privacy during this tough time," Jermaine Jackson said. "May Allah be with you, Michael, always."

As the sun began to sink over Los Angeles, a coroner's office helicopter bearing Jackson's body took off from the UCLA Medical Center, where hundreds of media and fans had gathered throughout the day.

Meanwhile police motorcycle riders surrounded Jackson's gated mansion as crowds of tourists and fans congregated.

Pop diva Madonna was among dozens of celebrities who struggled to cope. "I can't stop crying over the sad news," the singer said in a statement. "The world has lost one of the greats, but his music will live on forever!"

The star's first wife Lisa Marie Presley, the daughter of Elvis Presley, said his death had left her speechless.

"I am so very sad and confused with every emotion possible. I am heartbroken for his children, who I know were everything to him, and for his family," Presley told MTV News in a statement.

British Foreign Secretary David Miliband also posted his thoughts on micro-blogging site Twitter. "Never has one soared so high and yet dived so low. RIP Michael," Miliband wrote.

Lana Brown, a 49-year-old tourist from Dallas, broke down in tears as she digested the news. "Right today, I can't believe we might have lost the best entertainer this world has ever seen," she told AFP.

In China, Jackson's death was the top news item on popular Internet portals Soho.com and Sina.com, which called him the "most remarkable singer ever."

The story dominated US television throughout Thursday, relegating tensions in Iran and the death of another celebrity, Farrah Fawcett, to brief mentions.

Crowds continued to throng near the UCLA Medical Center and Jackson's home late Thursday, while street vendors selling hastily designed commemorative t-shirts for 25 dollars sought to cash in.

Jackson's death came as the singer prepared to make a keenly anticipated concert comeback in London, his first series of shows in more than a decade.

"This is it, this is the final curtain call," Jackson had told adoring fans in London after announcing his comeback.

But those concerts were thrown into doubt after Jackson pushed back the opening dates last month, although organizers insisted the delay was not linked to his health.

However Jackson family attorney Brian Oxman said he had harbored concerns over the singer's condition, revealing that he had taking prescription medication as he prepared for his comeback.

Oxman compared Jackson's fate to the overdose death of Playboy centerfold Anna-Nicole Smith, voicing concern over "enablers" in his entourage.

"The people who have surrounded him have been enabling him... if you think that the case of Anna-Nicole Smith was an abuse, it was nothing to what we have seen in Michael Jackson's life," Oxman told CNN.

"When you warn people that this is what's going to happen and then it happens -- where there's smoke, there's fire."

While Jackson ruled the charts and dazzled audiences with electric dance moves like the backwards "moonwalk" in the 1980s, his once-stellar career was overshadowed by his colorful public behavior, his startling physical transformation and multiple allegations of child abuse.

Jackson lived as a virtual recluse following his 2005 acquittal on charges, including child molestation and plotting to kidnap his young accuser.

Despite his acquittal, the trial was a body blow from which the pop music superstar, who named his ranch for Peter Pan's "Neverland" of perpetual childhood and furnished it with Disney-inspired rides, struggled to recover.

Four years later, Jackson was still worshipped by fans for revolutionizing music, dance and music videos at the peak of his success.

The attention paid to him in recent years was less flattering, focusing on apparent cosmetic surgery -- which he denies -- his baby dangling antics and a decade of swirling child abuse allegations.

Born on August 29, 1958, Jackson made his show business debut with four of his older brothers in the Jackson Five pop group, and went on to lead the stage clan with a piping soprano and dazzling dance moves.

By 1969, the group had signed a contract with Motown Records, becoming one of the last great acts to emerge from the legendary label.

The Jacksons produced seven platinum singles for Motown, selling over a million, and three multi-platinum albums, selling more than two million. They moved to CBS's Epic Records in 1976.

Despite the early success, Jackson was to recall those years as unhappy and lonely ones. The family act eventually broke up, as Jackson went solo.

In 1979, Quincy Jones produced Jackson's first solo album for Epic, "Off the Wall," a huge disco-oriented success that sold 10 million copies.

They teamed up again in 1982 for what would be Jackson's breakthrough album as a composer and co-producer, "Thriller," which became the top-selling album of all time, with sales exceeding 41 million.

Jones reacted with shock after being informed of Jackson's death Thursday.

"I'm absolutely devastated at this news," he said. "I just don't have the words. Divinity brought our souls together and allowed us to do what we could do through the '80s," Jones said.

Tommy Mottola, the former head of Sony Music who released Jackson's records for 16 years, said the singer had a place in the pantheon of American music icons, alongside Elvis and Frank Sinatra.

"It's one of the greatest losses," Mottola told the Los Angeles Times.

"In pop history, there's a triumvirate of pop icons: Sinatra, Elvis and Michael, that define the whole culture.

"His music bridged races and ages and absolutely defined the video age. Nothing that came before him or that has come after him will ever be as big as he was."


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some pics i just get(:


Family Day(9amb)

SENTOSA
(DIVE HAHA!)

Happy B'day BRO(chris)

Yeah , went out with chris on sat to celebrate his b'day . Sad thing that only me , him and shahir only celebrate and shahir left after a while . So first thing we did was , take picture haha ! At amk there sitting down then i ask chris what to do first . Then i say lets take some pics haha ! Done with taking pics , take train to city hall .
Reach there , then go marina booked to play bowling haha . While waiting , we go play car games at arcade haha , shahir was so addicted to the game and we play about 3 to 4 times . Play , play , play then shahir left us . Left me and chris only . Play bowling , ofcourse chris is better then me haha , dont know how play really sucks at it . Everytime throw the ball go into the drain haha . Chris first try already get strike power la bro haha .
So after bowling thought of going seoul garden but to ex . Then eat at food court only , save money(: while eating then got the national day rehersal . Everyone there like kpo , see see haha . Then finish eat walk to bugis walk walk , so jinyi told chris that she buying bday present for him . He thought she went bugis , so chris purposely want to go bugis there then will bump to her . Too bad , cannot find haha . Walk walk walk until around 10plus , take mrt home . Chris need to go back go cut bday cake with family . Hope you really enjoy the day k bro (: